Reconstrucdead (single)

When the fever burns your brain
When your heart has got a name
And you long for generous days
You want a spring in your walk and a smile on your face..
Another day inside the pearl
You could have screamed; leaving this world
You laugh'n'joke without a care
And bear a depression you can see from the air..

Ride the tail of rhyme
Break the legs of time
- Snap it's spine..
As a statue wearing complicated clothes
A monument to power, standing, but on reconstrucdead toes
At my feet there's a plate I haven't read..
Apart from that - then I'll be reconstrucdead

A tambourine rings in my blood
The circus' rolling'n'the cage is locked..
So where's the light - a match that flares
- The pot at the end of the rainbow's where
Pick your nose as you pick your friends
Or spend a life in fear of the end
To tell a nodding shrink won't help
- So I say to myself: Hey, get a hold on yourself!

Ride the tail of rhyme
Break the legs of time
- Snap it's spine..
As a statue wearing complicated clothes
A monument to power, standing, but on reconstrucdead toes
At my feet there's a plate I haven't read..
Apart from that - then I'll be reconstrucdead, reconstrucdead..

My eyes are blind My mind is numb
But my ears begin to hear - to hear the growing hum
Like a statue, jealous of the rush hour
I'm reconstrucdead like a monument, a monument to power
As a statue wearing complicated clothes
Standing high up as a tower now, but still the cracks will - yeah
The cracks will show
A lifetime of frustration - the things that I can't get
Apart from that - then I'll be reconstrucdead
Reconstrucdead Reconstrucdead Reconstrucdead

Yeah, I've changed but I kept my name
To retell a joke, it won't be the same
My eyes burn new black hollow holes
My fate's revealed my future's told
Mercurychrome..
Waitin', when the wound's scraped raw
Bones...
The biggest stitches that you ever wore
Blood in blood out Feel your past unwind
Blood in blood out Through sweat'n'hair
Blood in blood out My anorexic mind
Blood in blood out Gaspin' for air

I'm all right, I'm habituated
So I tip my hand, afraid to play it..
And then my ribs goes twang
- And off they fly..
It wasn't meant for human eyes
Let it go...
Yeah, another life, another form
Slow...
But, nothing happens when it comes along
Blood in blood out Feel your past unwind
Blood in blood out Through sweat'n'hair
Blood in blood out My anorexic mind
Blood in blood out Gaspin' for air

Check my heart'n'respiration
I feel I look a little pale
I just missed another station
- I'm stepping off the carousel...
Blood in blood out...

What we need isn't systems
Or some regulating plans
But bigger guns to shoot with
And a bigger type of man
Ill Will
For good or ill my iron will
Is unrivalled still Evil ill thrill
This is the curse to me & my friends
Ill will No patterns No sense

I hate mental exercise
Thinking gives me pain
I know people don't turn out
That way today
But here we go again:
Ill Will
For good or ill my iron will
Is unrivalled still Evil ill thrill
This is the curse to me & my friends
Ill will No patterns No sense

Rock'n'Roll!
Yeah! Ill will!!!